Before I delve into talking about my experience during our 10 days at sea, and my musings on the many facilitation sessions on deck about notions of leadership and leadership moments, I would like to stop and divert a little, focusing a bit on Shackleton, what he was known for, and my thoughts on the problems with naming an outdoor adventure leadership expedition under his name.
If you were to ask me just a week ago what comes to mind when I think of Sir Ernest Shackleton, I would have possibly replied saying;
Shackleoton was a Brittish Antarctic explorer in the early 20th century known most famously for his great courage and leadership in his failed expedition to the South Pole from 1914 to 1916. Even though their expedition failed, and the crew faced disaster after disaster, with harsh winds and cold conditions.
He was a great leader, because of his great sense of responsibility for the team, making sure that no man was left behind, and his strong sense of commitment
As you might see in my very first post, I mentioned my thoughts on how the name Shackleton is a very fitting name for our leadership sea expedition, the name being associated with the values above, and most importantly, a great leader.
While it's true that the expedition that we embarked on was indeed first and foremost about leadership and for young leaders like ourselves, I have encountered a recurring problem, which I have felt and experienced ever since primary 5 camp; how camps, expeditions and other outdoor (adventure) activities are held in nature (be it in campsites in forests, mountain climbing or kayaking or sailing on the open sea), yet, there is an overemphasis on the human physical activity, like "conquering the highest mountains". The stress on human physical achievement 'over nature' is what most people in my experiences have talked about, when embarking on such a journey. An overemphasis on human physical activity and a lack of sensitivity towards the natural environment that we are are "conquering" - the same environment that has trees to give us oxygen, that is home to billions of other living creatures, that presents to us the beautiful sunrise and sunset everyday, or the vast canvas of stars at night. I have seen this disconnect since I was 10 and I unfortunately continue to see it now at 17.
While visiting my sister in London during these holidays, I have had the wonderful pleasure of finding this book that I've always wanted to read at a local book fair titled:
The Natural Explorer.
Understanding Your Landscape.
By Tristan Gooley.
This is a great book for anyone interested in navigating through the outdoors naturally, using signs from and wisdom about nature. But to get back on point, what caught my attention in this book was in the introduction titled "The Lost Explorer". Here, Gooley starts the book with the line "The explorer has taken the wrong turn", and later on he addresses the problems I've raised above, about adventure activities and nature. What I want to highlight is what he mentioned about Sir Ernest Shackleton, which gave me a new perspective on him and what he stood for.
"The crux of his new expedition was not that it would make discoveries, but that it would be physically, technically and mentally at the limits of human potential [...]
Shackleton's aim was to restore Britain's prestige by putting it back at the top of the polar exploration -
prestige, not discovery". (pg 5)
It was here where his thoughts really resonated with mine, regarding my concern that explorations and journeys of discovery were more about human prestige and a sense of human accomplishment, above anything else. I would like to say that I do admire Shackleton, for his courage, determination and adaptability - all important features of any good leader. But I wonder what the impact that his "compelling story of leadership, when disaster strikes again and again" (The New York Times 2011) as well as other expedition stories that share similar thrilling messages to the TV series I Shouldn't be Alive have on current, potential and future leaders and explorers. Gooley elaborates on this point too, and I agree with him completely;
"With each stage there followed another chapter in a tale of hardship, leadership, courage, sacrifice, navigation, bad and good luck that has possibly never been exceeded in the history of exploration. This story has been told often, the point here is that its power has played a significant part in re-shaping the image of the explorer in the minds of the public and consequently in the minds of explorers themselves" (pg 6)
The purpose of this diversion was really to express my sentiments on the disconnect with nature that many students in my experience have undergone during their expeditions and camps outdoors. The overemphasis of human physical triumph and the repeating ideology of "conquering nature" is a mindset that worries me. As someone who not only loves outdoor adventure activities but who also strongly believes in the symbiotic relationship that the human race shares with Mother Nature, I think it's about time that we treat nature with more respect and sensitivity. I'm sure it's more than possible to embark on a successful expedition that is physically challenging and strenuous and at the same time, embark on such a journey with the mindset that you are not out there to 'conquer nature' or 'battle' with it, but that you are there to learn from it.
All good expeditions will have 2 elements: the first in terms of physical discovery (of strenuous activity and of discovering lands that you've never seen before), and the second more important aspect, which is the element of self-discovery -
realising that when you are out on the open sea,
and when that moment makes you feel so small,
instead of battling and conquering the winds and the rain and the choppy seas,
to stop and think that maybe,
just maybe,
you are not as big as you thought you were in the grand scheme of things,
and while that may seem intimidating,
you realise that it is indeed an incredible honour
to be able to sit in a kayak or at the bow of a ship in the middle of the sea
and watch the colours of the sunset flood the sky,
and to be a part of the natural beauty of this world.